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todae, 28th Sep 2004...is mooncake festival, but i did not go out.i chatted with him tonight on the phone...we chat for abt 2 hrs like tat, tis is the longest time we have chatted after so long time ago...heehee so happy:)
After we hang up the phone, he sms mi a msg n it stated tat "hahaha dun think so much and worry i will not do anything wrong again liao ok hehehe so sleep early k....gd 9 muck muck........."
i will be really glad if he can do wat he promised n swear to mi..


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jeSsi3 at 2:55 AM

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todae, 27th Sep 2004...he called mi up early in the morning abt 8+ am, he told mi tat he is going for his MMI, after tat he will cum my hse....At 11+am, he told mi tat he is at bukit merah, now on the way to cum my hse liao....tis is the first time tat he cum my hse, after his check up...then when he reached my hse abt 12+pm, he slp n i wake him at 3+pm...then he went back to his camp again...Abt 6pm he called mi, n told mi tat he gt confinement for 2 weeks, until 16th of Oct then he can book out...i oso not true whether it is true anot, but i jus hope tat he wont betrayed mi n bluff mi anymore.....


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jeSsi3 at 4:14 PM

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todae, 25th Sep 2004...i went to his hse stay last night as he went to ms n pick mi up n we went to eat together....he last night cum my hse downstair n we tok things out....todae at night, we went to jurong point with his fren to catch a movie entitled new police story...after the show we went to jurong west coffeeshop to eat...
then i went to his hse, n i have a dispute with him over tat incident...actually alot of no. tat he dun noe wan n not stored inside his phonebk wan..alot of this kind of call...on the 26th sep 2004 happen at the same time...but he say tat he dun noe who...n i pick up n both call is a gals....i ask him to prove it to mi tat he dun noe them n prove it in front of mi, by calling them back..but he dun dare n shout at mi....n i leave his hse....in the evening, he went to find his fren to check abt wat they say to mi...then after they meet them...he cum n meet mi....n we tok things out n solve it...then i went his hse...he have promised one another sth,he oso promised mi he will not do tis again....i hope it is the true...then he send mi back home, n cum my hse n take alot of things to his camp..before he went to camp....


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jeSsi3 at 1:42 AM

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todae, 24th Sep 2004.....is a very sad n disappointed dae for mi....the sadest dae of all...as last night, my fren told mi tat one of my bf fren told him some secrets...n tat guy told mi wat did my bf fren say abt my bf having affairs behind my back...not jus only tis, he bring the malaysia gal,19yrs old tat he noe at jurong east canel wan, he bring her to one of the hotel in geylang n fuck her....i m crying.......somemore he told mi tat he dun have $. but yet he can do n spend this kind of $ behind mi....he spent $50 on the hotel room...n fuck her twice tat dae.....:( really sad
why he have to do tis to mi.....anyway, he oso admit liao....but i oso noe tat tis is not the first time he did the liao...gt one time is happen at tuas area, he pay $20 for the tailand gal n fuck her too....god tis is realli unfair to mi....after tis happen...he told mi tat he will change n he really regret it, as he now noe tat he really love mi wan....he told mi tis will neva happen again....i really dun noe...but one thing i noe is tat i will remember tis for life....i m realli hurt...


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jeSsi3 at 1:28 AM

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todae, 28th Aug 2004...i quarrel with my mum...sob sob:(
then after tat ok liao...then my dear called mi n we chatted for a while...i realli miss him..so long neva see him liao, as he cannot cum out this week...he have to stay at the SAF ward..
i m waiting for him..as i miss him..hope to see him next weekend..so sian..


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jeSsi3 at 11:37 AM

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todae, 27th Aug 2004...i jus nw meet my dear..i went to his hse in the evening, to take clothes for him..after tat his mum pass mi $ to take cab to alexandra hospital to visit him...then we chatted for abt an hour..i left at 8pm..then i went home liao..he call mi at 9.45pm, to see whether i reached home liao anot...btw, i had a dream last night...i dream tat i had baby..some more two or three sons at a same time, tat is wat the doctor told mi when he feel my stomach..then my dear say tat he wan to have three..heehee so funny~then i told tis to my dear jus nw..n he laugh..:)


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jeSsi3 at 10:10 PM

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todae, 25th Aug 2004...my dear call mi early in the noon...
at night, my primary sch fren cuming to my hse, n tell my mum abt NTI...they chat for abt an hour like tat..but i still dunno my mum agree to let mi join anot..but i tink she will...but nw my problems is which side should i join..my primary sch fren side or my bf frenz side...i oso dunno hw to deal with my bf, as i oso need helps from his frenz..then hw??
at night, my dear call mi, n we chatted for a while, then he tell mi tat he wan to go n slp liao..n we hang up..i dun have the guts to tell my bf tat i wan to join...
there is really alot of things for mi to tink n worry abt....:(


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jeSsi3 at 1:27 AM

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todae, 24th Aug 2004...my bf call mi early in the noon..but i was still slping, i gt pick up his call...in the evening, he call mi abt 7 times but i neva pick up, coz i was bathing..he gt call mi back again later n i gt ans his call...
at night, my mum is wrking OT...but we still planning to go out to eat, as i wanted to buy them dinner..we went out to eat at 9pm...after eating mi n my sis went to 7-11 to buy buns, n i pay for it too...we reached home at ard 10 plus..then i give my mum $100, my dad $10 n my sis $5...
wow i realli spent my $$ very fast...
my bf call mi later in the night, n we tis time chatted for quite long..then he told mi tat he dun have $ liao, as he tis cuming wednesday have to go for his MMI..i thought of transfering him $20..
i hope tat he can understand mi tat $ is very important n let mi join netwrk marketing..if i join n i earn some $, i will give him some when he needs it...but i dunno tat he will support mi anot..tomolo my fren will be cuming to my hse n tell my mum tat wat we r doin...i hope tat my mum n my bf will support mi...n i will put all my heart in tis job, as i wan to succeed n earn some cash...
nw, my bf realli changed alot liao..he will call mi wan..last time he wont bother abt mi, n not even a call from him...i dun no is tat he scared mi go n join netwrk marketing or wat..but he nowaday use to call my hse phone...last time where we nearly break off is partly becoz of our relationship n the netwrk marketing things..but nw he realli changed himself as i our relationship..so i oso dun wan to disappoint him...as i tink he dun wan mi to join, then he change himself wan..
wat should i do?both r important to mi..i dun wanna to lose any of them...


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